這兩日大家的心情都無法平靜下來，不管身在何地，雙眼雙手都不自控地把專注力放到電腦畫面上的現場直播。這種心情不是隔鄰那個金髮藍眼的朋友和同事能明白的。臨時起意，約香港的朋友放工出來 Fika，一齊宣洩下內心情緒。
我們三個互相關心近況，說說身邊的人事，東聊西聊就一個小時。偏偏三個人這一小時都彷佛有一個默契：「不想提起今天香港發生的事」。大家內心的那份激動，恐怕一說起就會決堤。
面對著自己不管各種原因選擇了不回港抗爭，不回去保衛自己的家，同時隔著螢幕看到大家身在那危險的處境、無理的施暴、施暴者的謊言，內心即使多激動還是繼續冷靜地扮工。人生第一次深刻地感受到那種這麼近、那麼遠的無力感來襲。那一刻是有多不想去面對自己的無能和不爭氣？這微妙的時刻，無論誰開口說些什麼，都只是提醒著我們是有多自私，更顯得離地。
分別之前，我們深深地擁抱了一下，沒有再多說什麼，就各自回家。
真正走出來的人，真正有勇氣戰鬥和爭取的人，才有批論的資格，實在不想再多說去叨你們的光了。最後只想謝謝每一位走出來抗的香港人，你們比我們每一個都堅強勇敢。撐住呀，香港人！We are proud to be Hongkongese.
註* Förlåt = Sorry
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Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
"Do not go gentle into that good night" , Dylan Thomas
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